You know, I just don't know what to think about friendships anymore. I feel really weird about everything in that area because of everything that's happened lately.
I don't hear from anyone in Dallas anymore, aside from Josh, and it's really making me sad, since I know they never really see each other anymore. If I were to go back there, we would never hang out and if we did, it would be really awkward and all the conversation that night would be filled with drama. That's the last thing I want to happen. Yet I miss how it was last year when we all hung out all the time and had such good stuff going on. I miss all of them over there. And I never hear about what's happening in their lives. Sad.
Then I went on this ski trip with SummerGrove Baptist Church's youth group this past week, and I think I made a new guy friend, along with a few middle school girls I now love, and I'm just thinking that if I get involved in their 20s and 30s group at that church, I might meet more people to spend time with. However, I'm not sure I agree with some things at that church, so I think I need to start attending another church I know I agree with on Sunday mornings. But then I'm not sure I'm going to find that kind of fellowship. Crazy, I know. But it's okay. I'll be praying about it.
In wrapping up, I know I wouldn't be happy if I were still in Dallas, though I really miss IBC, like all the time. However, there's so much potential for happiness here with new friends, but I just don't know where or how I'm going to find them. And I'm convinced God isn't going to just send them to my front door saying, "Hi, my name is... and I would love to be your new best friend."
I just needed to put all that out there into the void. If you have comments, they would be appreciated, but not required. :o)
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